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[30 Jun 2009|09:34pm] |
Too much is happening at once. That is all.
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[03 Apr 2009|01:28pm] |
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I'm going to save up $5000 and then I'm going to run away.
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[09 Mar 2009|09:45pm] |
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BOREDOMBOREDOMBOREDOM BOREDOM.
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[07 Feb 2009|11:58am] |
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I have a job, I adopted a new kitty, and I'm moving out in a couple in months with my best friend. School's going okay and in about five minutes I'm driving to Chicago to see Sarah. To top it all off I'm going to be in Scotland in two weeks. Basically everything is going good right now, and I hope nothing fucks it up.
Any suggestions for names for my cat? He's all white and tiny.
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[14 Dec 2008|05:16pm] |
Last night I had a dream that I was drowning and I had ice skates on?
I have drowning dreams all the time now.
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[28 Oct 2008|01:10am] |
Pizza and Christmas. That's all I want. I can't stop watching QVC/HSN. I've turned into an unhealthy, old woman. It's okay though because I like it. Kind of. I was going to talk about how I'm overwhelmed with school and blah, blah, blah, but who isn't? I'm bored with everything.
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[11 Sep 2008|03:49pm] |
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I feel so overwhelmed. I'm on the verge of tears. I applied to work at Pier 1 today, and I'm not sure if that was such a good idea considering how overwhelmed I feel. However, I have wanted to work there for forever and I'm going to need a new job when the Renaissance Festival ends. I never really get to see anyone anymore, and I'd really like to, so if anyone ever has any free time during the day, let me know, because I have a couple of hours off during the day. Also I'm getting my license soon (for real this time). I've been driving again so when I get used to it I'll take my road test. I have a paper due tomorrow, and all week I've turned down going out, and seeing people, just so I could do it, and I still haven't started it yet. It's only a five paragraph essay, so it's really easy, but I just wanted to get it done ahead of time, but instead I'm waiting until the last minute. Fuck. I want a pumpkin.
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[05 Sep 2008|12:10am] |
I think I'm going to puke.
I bought an old green bike today for twenty-five dollars. I don't have any friends anymore.
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[25 Aug 2008|12:26pm] |
I'm obsessed with this movie right now.
I lost my voice last night, and today it's even worse.
I'm starting to actually go crazy, I think.
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[19 Aug 2008|10:59pm] |
I need to get off of the internet, but I can't. Everything feels so stale. And I think I have West Nile Virus.
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[07 Aug 2008|06:36pm] |
I don't think it's a good thing that I got a debit card because I really have to restrain myself from spending all of my money on the internet.
I watched Cry-Baby today and even though it didn't have a plot, I liked it.
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[03 Aug 2008|12:21am] |
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Soooo, my eye is still bloody.
I'm excited for fall when I'll be busy and I won't even have time to think.
I'm saving up all of my money so that I can visit Al in Scotland. I'm doing a pretty good job of it. I haven't gone out to eat in a few weeks, and I haven't made any impulse buys.
Basically, everything is going well, other than the fact that I don't feel like myself anymore.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:07pm] |
I shouldn't have bought that pillow.
I'm so indecisive, no matter how simple the situation is.
I don't know what to do, and I feel like I can't continue to do anything until I know what it is I am going to do.
I I feel so foolish right now.
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[09 Jun 2008|02:03pm] |
I am honestly thinking about going up north for about a month. I just don't know how I would get there, and I don't know.
I just don't do anything anymore.
I hate wicker furniture.
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[06 Jun 2008|03:57pm] |
You know, I do know what I want. I just know that it can't happen.
It is disgustingly hot outside. I feel like I'm melting.
Mo got a package in the mail, and she's not here to open it, and she won't be for a long time.
I'm so tempted right now. And not just by that package, but by atleast five different things.
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[03 Jun 2008|09:50pm] |
Damn, damn, damn.
I'm thinking in a few weeks I'm going to go to Toronto, or somewhere. I just need to get away for a few days. Maybe I'll even go next week. I'm getting sick of everything, and that's not good.
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[01 Jun 2008|01:06pm] |
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So I think the reason why I've been so hyper-sensitive, and emotionally crazy lately is because of Yaz. When my doctor prescribed it to me, she said it was supposed to help me with my mood swings and my migraines a little. I've been on it for a month, and so far it's made everything worse. I feel like crying all the time, then suddenly I'll be angry, and then the next moment I'm completely apathetic. I looked up the side effects and they go with everything I feel. The part that makes me angry though, is that in the Yaz pack it only lists general oral contraceptive side effects, and not Yaz side effects. The Yaz packs should have different warnings because it uses a different hormone than other oral contraceptives, drospirenone. I know it has the side effects listed on the website, but I think they should have more warnings in the actual pack. Some side effects include but are not limited to: blood clots, depression, upper respiratory infections, hypertension, headaches, weight gain, nausea and vomiting, breast pain, and nervousness.
I know these side effects are common in other birth control pills, but from the internet forums it seems that the general consensus is that Yaz is the worst one to be on. I don't know.
I think I'll stay on it until I see my doctor next month, and then we'll see. It may be that my body has yet to adjust to the hormones, so I just feel crazy.
Also, Sarah is going to be home soon, which is good because I miss her already. I found my black planner, so I've been organized again (somewhat). Monica, Al, and Justin left today. I'm going up in a couple of weeks to see them.
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[30 May 2008|08:52pm] |
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I'm having mixed feelings.
I'm happy, but I also feel like I'm in a rut and I feel guilty about it because I know things couldn't be going better.
I just feel like something is missing.
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